Can anyone please read? Do you think shes using me or just confused.. :/?

I think she may be using you for a backup plan. But whatever you do, DO NOT base your decision on what to do off of what you are told on this site. You could end up regretting it. However, I think she may using you. When she said, "you don't know what you're losing", I don't think that's begging, that's more like saying "You're gonna miss me when I'm gone." And, I'm sure you will, as you wouldn't be asking this question if you didn't have feelings for her... If I was you, I'd ask her straight out. I've had this happen before. Best of luck to you bud!